Daydreaming
Lately didn't blog much...because too lazy to express my thoughts or worries in words. Have realised that I have been thinking or worrying too much..worry about my career future, worry about my job performance, worry about my relationship with colleagues and bosses etc. It's not that things are really bad...but maybe there's a tendency for me to ponder more or I have not fully adjusted to working life? With these worries, I will tend to try to get them out of my mind through talking about them to Nekki almost every day, such that Nekki felt that I have integrated working life with my own personal life, leaving me with no personal space. This is quite bad...one shouldn't bring work back after leaving the office. And I only realise about it only after I have commented to Nekki that I felt that we have less surprises and discovery in our relationship.So that left me pondering, life is so much more than work but we unavoidably need to work because we need the money to finance our needs and wants. And working has invariably become a eight hours a day affair: waking up early everyday with the exception of Saturdays and Sundays, dragging ourselves to work, bear with 8 hours and then going home. If only one no need to work and money automatically keeps on pouring in, life will be great right? But that is so unrealistic, so I guess the only thing to make myself happier is to indulge more in my own interests and spending more meaningful time with friends and Nekki during my weekends. I'm starting to take up yoga, playing basketball on a more regular basis, playing boardgames and reading novels again.
But still...deep down in my heart, I dream that there will come a day whereby I can just travel around the world with no more worries in my mind.
posted by xiaopei @ 1:58 PM
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