Stressed!
I know that this sounds like pouring cold water over my very first post, but I'm really really very stressed now. Stressed mainly due to school matters. Firstly, I need to start typing my thesis ( I have been nuaing for the past few semesters, refusing to touch it cos encounter many problems, so I guess it's also partly due to my own fault for being very lazy and unmotivated). Today I started to type the very first page, even though it's just the first page, but it has started to give me momentum and also lottas of worries, which is especially bad since I will start to have painful stomach cramps whenever I'm under lots of stress.Secondly, I need to attend seminars, which I feel personally, is very wasteful not only to my own time, but also to the presenters. Most of the time, I do not know what is being presented since the contents are so cheem and advanced. Yah, I know that such seminars will give me good exposure, but having such limited time and having to travel all the way to school just to listen to one and a half hours is really eating into my time. It has been very tiring for me, although I know that working life is also like tat, but I couldn't help it but want to enjoy my remaining semester having a more relaxing life. And another thing is, since I do not understand what is being going on when the paper is being presented, I will tend to leave half an hr earlier (hey, I'm much better than those who leave after staying for only 20 mins!). But in doing so, it may be quite interruptive to the presenters who are trying hard to impress the rest of the audience.
Thirdly, I need to run simulations using a program which I don't even have much knowledge. As such, having to rely on my good frens (thanks jia and fa!) for their knowledge, I manage to scape fast it. Sigh..at least I gain some understanding of the program, but I still suck at programming ever since I'm in year 1. So sian..
Ha...enough about rambling on and on abt my worries. Now feeling much better hee :P
posted by xiaopei @ 11:41 PM
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